Writing again after a long long time.. nothing great but it is one of those moments when I feel like writing but don't know what to write. I just know that writing just about anything will make me feel so much better. 
I am in New York right now and will be here for a short duration. Have been thinking of life back in India.. of India in general. Have been thinking of why I am not proud to be an Indian. I see a lot of posts on facebook saying "I am proud to be an Indian".. specially by the Indians who don't live in India anymore. People who know nothing of what's happening back in India, people who are so not Indian, people who will never go back. Ironical! If you are so proud, why are you not in India? Why are you working towards the betterment of other economies?
I come back to my disturbing feeling.. why am I not proud to be an Indian.. A bunch of creeps running the country. Most of us have no hopes and most of us don't do anything about it. Maybe most of us don't know what to do about it. Should we just stop voting and boycott the entire government? I really want to know what we should do.. will some higher mortal emerge and tell us some day?
Anyway, I feel better now.. not about the country, just me. 
Waiting for a super human.. an Avataar.. another Gandhi maybe.